What you relate is very interesting to hear ,you talk about god and at the same time you were snared by the evil.
So this is to prove that the god that you know is not the real GOD, because if you pray to the real GOD then GOD will chase the damn and evil satan out of your soul and he will run far away from you .But in your case the god that you trust and belief that he can help you ,actually is the devil in disguise .It is good that you say it out, then I can say the truth to help you out of your serious troubles and suffering.
First of all when Adam was created by GOD with the earthly body and breath into him His Spirit and call him Insarn or Nasr or Human or Mankind . He raise Adam height in the Heaven and ask All HIS Angels and Iblis or Satan to pay homage to Adam , All Angels did accordingly but only satan he refused because of his jealousy and arrogance to Adam . then he ask GOD to give him power so that he can mislead Adam and his children to perdition , GOD accept his call but in one condition that those who have real believes or faith in HIM, satan will not have power over them what so ever.This is the Holy Rule of GOD set between Satan and mankind while living in this world.
Satan knew that the worse sin that man can commit against GOD is to ascribing partners to GOD ,then he snares into the hearts of those who love and believes in Jesus by letting them call Jesus the son of god or being call god himself, because GOD creates him without father.Logically speaking Adam was create by GOD without father and mother but no human on earth ever call him the son of god .
Then in your case ,first of all , you have to belief that Jesus is the Pure Spirit and The Prophet of GOD , son of Mary,not more than that, and he is one of theTrue Prophets of GOD send to mankind in every generation. then you start praying to GOD as the following ;
<Oh GOD please give me protection from the snares of the damn satan> By this Holy words of GOD HE will surely open the door of HIS mercy to you and help you out from your mess, suffering and difficulties . Please decide for youself and do it now .May GOD forgive you your sin in ascribing partners to GOD and show HIS True Guidance to you.Ameen